A few years ago I was privileged to travel to Scotland to work alongside of an exceptional video team of professionals who are already making waves in the entertainment industry with a great feature film under their belt, called Gaelic King by Fellowship Film. Of course being able to visit and stay with my long time friend, writer/director and professional vocalist Matthew Todd, made my trip even more enjoyable.
Since then Mathew has stayed busy working and being an amazing example for youth, while inspiring them in the arts through a company called Out of The Box who recently produced a short film entitled “Full Armor”. In the meantime Fellowship Film comprised of Matthew his two brothers Phil and Nathan, and cousins John and Tom, will also be releasing a new full length feature film very soon called Jessie and the Elf Boy , now in post production. Which I’m sure you will hear about right here or over on the main site.
However, today we are featuring Matthews last music video project which features an amazing young actor/model named Jonah Paull.
I wanted to publish this some time ago but things worked out where it had to wait until now so my hope is that you will not only read and enjoy this publication but spread the word by sharing and leaving a comment at the end of this post. The following was written and summited to this site by Producer/Director Matthew Todd.
The Award Winning Music Video
The Song Behind the Music Video
One night, I had a dream. It was so vivid, so powerful that I would have to say that, in some sense, the experience changed me permanently. In the dream, I lived a year in the life of a young child fleeing from war and searching for true home. A haunting song – a song that belonged to that child – was fully formed in my mind when I woke.
I mechanically scribbled down the lyrics and recorded the melody so I would not forget. Then I left it. I was not sure what to make of it; what to do with it. Singing it felt strange because they were not my words and it was not my journey. I was captivated by the story, but it was not my story to tell. So I let it lie for four years…
The Music Video is Born
In a way, it was the gruelling lockdowns of 2020 that spurred me to bring ‘Home’ to the screen. After months of isolation I had a strong desire to tell a meaningful story, and the song kept replaying in my mind.
Covid restrictions meant that a music video with a single actor was the most realistic option (and having been very short of paid employment since March I could not afford any additional crew or equipment). However, this forced me to be creative in how I communicated the story.
We witness the seasons of a quest to find home through the eyes of a refugee child. As he journeys onwards he experiences the winter of despair, but always holds on to the hope that he will find true home at the end of the road. The story unfolds season by season, the changes in the landscape the boy sees around him reflecting the changes in his own longing heart.
Jonah Paull – the young actor
I have been blessed for some time now to be able to call Jonah’s mother a personal friend. Jonah had been almost cast in several of my projects in the past and we had kept in touch, finding we had much in common in our world view as well as our enthusiasm for powerful and wholesome storytelling. It would be fair to say we were both excited about the possibility of Jonah filling the role.
It was a joy and a privilege to be able to work with Jonah at last. With him being an award winning actor, I was not too surprised by his skills and professionalism. However, what amazes me to this day is the way he is able to inhabit characters so different to his own personality.
Jonah is one of the most truly happy 11-year-olds you will ever meet. Yet, somehow, when it was time to perform you could see his whole being transform before your eyes. You suddenly felt you were in the room with a different person. I know, I am merely describing the art of acting in general! However, this was something more. It was closer to a spiritual experience. With everything happening in the world with global pandemics and civil unrest, filming ‘Home’ was an especially precious time.
I have never told anyone this. It might help put in context some of the feelings I am describing:
When I had travelled down to Windsor the night before the shoot (an 8 or 9 hour drive) Jonah’s mother gave me a bag of food. It was a simple gesture due to the fact that Covid restrictions meant we could not eat together. I took it back to my Travel Lodge and as I took the various items out of the bag one by one I started weeping uncontrollably. Initially I was so shocked I hardly knew what was happening. It felt like something cold and hard was melting inside me.
My best guess is this: after so many months of isolation and being controlled by threats from the government (not a criticism – just a fact), locked into the challenges of caring for my family and feeling I was failing in every aspect, I had forgotten what an act of random kindness felt like. When compassion catches you off guard, you never forget it.
It’s what ‘Home’ is really about. We might not yet have what it takes to feel empathy for our neighbours and family members who are driving us insane. But we don’t need to start there. If we can kindle the flame of compassion by considering a war-torn refugee searching for ‘Home’, that flame starts to melt the cold and calloused areas of our hearts. Before long, our love starts to grow and we see others as fellow wanders in desperate need of our understanding rather than enemies to be hated.
What I had the privilege of experiencing as I watched Jonah act was someone not only empathizing with the refugee, but embodying him. I used to wonder if I would one day meet the person whose song I am singing and they would help me understand why I was given the privilege of living the seasons of their journey. I felt that I met him the day we shot ‘Home’. He was there with us in the room, in the music and in Jonah’s acting. I can’t say how or why such things happen, but they don’t leave you unchanged.
I am indebted to Jonah and his family for encouraging and inspiring me in countless ways. This is as much their video as it is mine.
Awards
To date the music video has been awarded an Official Selection for the following festivals:
- Prague International Monthly Film Festival (Finalist)
- Rome Music Video Awards (awaiting final result)
- International Music Video Awards (awaiting final result)
In addition, it was awarded Best Music Video in the FAB Chart (by public vote) and Jonah received the award for best actor.
The Legacy
Any money I made from selling the recording of ‘Home’ I donated to Derrick who runs an orphanage in Uganda. They had a vision to build their own building so they did not run the risk of eviction and starvation every month.
I am delighted to say that due to this and a family members extremely generous support, the land has been purchased and work has started on building the orphanage!
The most powerful stories don’t stay on the page or on the screen. They come to life and real lives are changed.
If you want to be part of this story, check out the video I put together for him and get in touch:
